I’ve long had a problem with not wanting to initiate contact with anyone. People understandably get the idea that I’m not interested or have something better to be doing.
I can’t help being evasive sometimes and not allowing myself to make real connections with anyone. I think I’m harbouring some deep shame about myself and aspects of my life that I don’t want to tell anyone about.
You want your friend group to have a person with a strong back and a pickup, a white square looking person to talk to cops and bouncers, someone good with computers, someone who can cook, someone who knows where the parties are, and, most importantly, you need the glue person.
Texting and organizing and remembering birthdays and who can’t eat gluten and stuff is effort and it’s easier for some people than others.
Most people do not like making decisions. Having one person who does the deciding of “we will be friends who stay in touch” is actually really important.
You need the music person too! The one that plays good music that everyone likes and is fresh, and hums or makes music themselves if there is none else.
I’m all but two of those.
It’s taking to cops, isn’t it?
As a one-person friend group, I have to fill every niche.
It’s the 21st century, if your friend doesn’t send a meme without any context at random intervals, are they really your friend?
I had a friend that moved very far away. We stayed in touch for a while. But he was very busy running a business and raising a special needs toddler with his wife so contact became sporadic. At first I was very understanding and would repeatedly initiate contact that generally, but not always, seemed to well received. After a year or two, I pretty much gave up except for an occasional outreach. I thought that he must be mad at me about something though I couldn’t imagine what. After a year or so of minimal contact, I learned that he was suffering from, and hiding, crippling depression. I found out because he hanged himself.
If you care for the person, put in the fucking effort. You don’t know what’s going on in their life. I will never forgive myself for not trying harder.
I am sorry for your loss but, you are not responsible for troubles of others. You tried for a year or two. That’s a lot. It seems you went further for that friend than most people would. Sometimes, we are not able to help others, no matter how hard we try.
I know it’s not my place to say that but I’ve seen people I know get hit with the same kind of guilt, slowly but surely tearing at them and I don’t really want anyone else to be in this place.
Plus, he was living elsewhere, running a business and raising a special needs toddler. Any one of those and it would be reasonable to think that he might just have too much on his plate to maintain the friendship.
Thank you, needed that
You may have done something very good with this comment
I’m glad that I may have helped. I hope I did.
I’m sorry for your loss internet friend.
Me: texts every so often, putting thought into each message.
Friend: responds with “thumbs up” or reactions, but no words.
Me, after the 15th time this happens: ”Well I guess we’re done talking to each other.”
Just start saying gradually more and more insane stuff.
“The cutest puppy just ate my sandwich”
“Omg I just lost my exclamation point”
“The cutest puppy just ate my face”
“I just met a leprechaun”
“The cutest puppy and I just had dinner”
There are like 3 people in my life who will initiate.
The bank when my credit card is overdue, the nice man selling extended car warranties, and those Mormon missionaries I fed that one time.
Lucky.
No, I’m not. Just because you are mire isolated than me, does not mean I am lucky.
what’s an ideal number of people you consider to be sufficient? just curious
I don’t have one. I find questions like this to be inflammatory.
Edit: seems a number of people think there is a specific number of freinds you need to be happy.
Super weird response imo. There’s nothing wrong with prefering more people to check in, you don’t need a specific number
And that’s what I’m trying to get across.
im not sure why you found it inflammatory as it was a genuine question. regardless, apologies
Take a moment to think about that.
Edit: love when I don’t set a standard for something without a standard and people don’t use critical thinkg.
thought about it. I’m still unsure because I was trying to have a conversation and compare numbers, but no need to elaborate I dont want to offend you further
It’s hard not to draw uncharitable conclusions when people you considered friends don’t reach out.
They may be struggling, but that’s an explanation not an excuse. The sadness experienced by the person who never gets called, never gets invited, and feels forgotten, is real.
You think about what they do spend time on. Who they do call. It invites comparison. Why did they invite them but not me? Do they not like me? Was it something I said? It’s impossible to know. They might not know themselves.
I follow a guideline of “follow their behavior, and if you have extra emotional energy then model the behavior you want to see”. If they reach out sometimes, I’ll reach out sometimes. If they don’t, I don’t, until I feel like I have the extra energy to risk them blowing me off or whatever.
If both are extraverts, then not initiating contact possibly means that person doesn’t want to be friends anymore. Which is fine, sometimes it’s better for a friendship to end.
If one is an introvert, then them initiating much less might not mean anything.
If both are introverts, then not getting messages or calls about banal things may be preferable for both, making them ideal friends.
One sided friendships are not worth it.
I mean I don’t text or call my friends for months or years, I still consider us lifelong friends
Thats how it is when you’re mature and comfortable with your life. I’m in my 40s and text my buddy once a season and hang out every other year. We got separate lives.
Honestly every time I see these posts, it just comes off like they’re young and used to that school life where their friendship was based on if they went to the same class or not.
How do they feel about it? Are you sure? How do you know?
Fine, because when I do meet them I actually talk to my friends and discuss things and reminisce like adults
I don’t think you’re a credible source in this scenario. Maybe you’re right and everyone is cool, but I would not be surprised at all if someone in your friend group had been hurt by your infequency.
But maybe!
I have friend dynamics that are the same way. Both sides do the same thing, dropping stuff for a while, weeks or months, and picking back up when energy returns, or there’s something to share. A burst of connection that picks up exactly where we left off, regardless how long it’s been. I wouldn’t be friends with people who aren’t ok with this, because it just wouldn’t last that long. I don’t have anything worth saying a lot of the time, and it feels weird to try to find something to say anyway just to stay in contact, so meh. No thanks.
As with the seasons, there is a natural cycle to such things, and as long as everyone involved is confident the cycle will repeat as it has always done, there’s no need to fear or resent the cold winters. :)
Like I said, we have literally just talked about this topic specifically because we’ve had these concerns and are adults who speak to each other.
Sounds like you’re projecting, don’t just go online and assume you know better about people’s relationships than them. This isn’t r/datingadvice, if you feel that’s appropriate, go back to reddit
I didn’t make assumptions about your relationships. Please read more carefully.
It’s what? Over.
Now imagine if both parties thought like this
Phone works both ways.
Yes, it does.
So why doesn’t the other person ever bother picking theirs up first for a change?
Two to beam down.
Nods at you
My mom guilts me over not maintaining a better relationship with my brother, but he will never ever call or text first, despite the fact we used to be really close.
She wants us to have that again, but we are both adults now and my duty of looking out for my kid brother is done. He can make his own choices and I’m always happy to talk to him.
Depends on the person, I think. I hate my phone, and keep it as a requirement to stay connected in a modern world.
The knock-on effect of that is that I’m constantly overdrawn, and have little energy for the ppl who reach out to me, nvm the ppl I’m now supposed to reach out to.
Just my experience but I don’t think totally invalid
Youve missed the point entirely
