In my case I made sure to read everything, but immediately forgot the previous item I read so went over the same ones a few times to make sure I covered everything.

Trauma, depression, ptsd, mental issues, not wanting yet another thing to push one over the edge, etc. The reasons to think and act like that are a lot. Not everyone lives life with rose tinted glasses.

And money. Animals are not cheap. Specially when they get problems. Not everyone is ready for all that it entails even if they love the animals.

Sometimes I fully plan to stay at home doing nothing. And I actually end up going out and cleaning something… So it kinda works out? Rarely though 😅

At least you remember to do the sexual things. Sometimes I forget that the concept exists and months go by until suddenly I remember "when last time I masturbated?”.

There are some services that you can host cheaper with ipv6 only without having to buy and attach an external ipv4 address for example. I’ve been thinking of doing that for fun.

Those neurotypicals and their ideas of what is normal or not. It’s normal for us.

I never see anything related to politics and just feel things getting better.

Follow things you care about instead.

I just know you can eat them because my grandparent showed me them done on the fireplace instead of just doing the normal chestnuts. I just didn’t like that specific taste. And it’s used to feed sheep and stuff lime that too.

I had a morning meeting. So that means I need to rest the next 6h and panic think of doing something around 6pm…

I have my tv always on the background and on the comedy channel. By this time I’ve already watched Friends and Big Bang Theory more than 15 times. At least something new started recently and I’m watching The Office for the first time, so I guess that’s something.

Matrix probably.

Videos of him doing the deed with children would still make no difference at all.

Nobody will move a finger to touch his orange hair.

No. Not in almost 20 years.

I can barely do anything else on my personal machine with 8GB if I have firefox open. And it swaps.

Now I’m missing my pentium 3 1Ghz with 128mb of ram because of this thread.

Yes.

I sometimes get out of bed and eat at least twice a day. So I got that going for me.

Just reading what you described tired my soul.

Exactly. I feel at home when I’m talking with friends and jumping around topics and going back to conversations that were started 5 topics ago after having derailed into a sub topic. We all are just like “oh yeah, we were talking about that”.

They wouldn’t remember anything anyway, there’s not point.

Training. Keep sleeping less than 4 hours / day one week or two in a row, or for a few months, or years… Then watch how the system just shuts down while wanting to be released from the flesh prison.

Another easy way is to do 2 or 3 days in a row without sleeping at all.