Ah, I think I know. Too bad there’s no PMs here.

Anyhow, best of luck!

OK, I also don’t want to scare you with some random internet guys possible explanation!

What you describe really sounds like a mental thing achieved through drugs, biological issues or things like meditation.

Although it seems like a really good thing and you thrive to regain that state I would warn for two reasons:

One, I would say to be wary of the experiences you gain as those do not seem to be normal and hence could result in misleading or wrong information you think to have gained.

The other is more dire. I would recommend to get that checked. I know in the US it’s possibly impossible but in case you’re European I would visit a neurologist and maybe get a head MRT.

I thought this was going to be about Musks bazillion satellites where each day a few fall down to earth.

(https://www.popularmechanics.com/space/satellites/a68967712/starlink-satellites-falling-from-the-sky/)

The winter here is no less disappointing 😁

Non withstanding there can be fundamental differences which no one tells you about (like neurodivergency) so if something feels very off, it might be.

Everybody else is just faking it, too.

Without explaining details, I could see this go sideways so badly. I hope I’m not right.

Fuck others, I need to be comfortable.

Am Neurodivergent.

Thanks, you put it better than I can.

Yes indeed. However as a beginner I think it’s far easier just to install and run a daemon. But maybe that’s just me. And of course if the intended way of running it is only container by default.

Ah crap that’s what I get for not being native English. But still, correct somehow.

I’d recommend not to go containerized but that can start a flame war. I would think it easier. But best to stick to the recommended beginner tutorial that someone else posted and go along from there.

Then ask questions on the way.

If you have systems or services you’re dependant so strongly, always have an backup / emergency access. 3rd party or self hosted.

My 5c but I think you agree.

Point being as a decades old it professional I see design more important as the detail implementation.

I agree. (except for the obvious of course, that a lot think different)

It’s painful to watch. And aware it’s always been far worse for you. I’m sorry. You lost the birth lottery (edit to make it clearer: in the eyes of some assholes).

(I did too in biological ways critically btw, but I still ‘enjoy’ the German health system and white privilege)

That is absolutely what the public needs to understand although we’ve been through several iterations of this already.

As a German, on the contrary, it was blindingly obvious. Starting with your massive(ly overblown) patriotism. No insult intended.

It’s been proven that power corrupts humans and just recently even in a medical / biological way that empathy is lost.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/social-empathy/201909/power-blocks-empathy

So, absolutely.

Because we decided to play this fucking game. Not growing is stagnation, which is wrong of course.

So we keep on hoarding more money for smaller groups.