Keep striving! You seriously can do it. Keep learning. Keep working. Keep trying, and don’t give up. Make a plan, set some goals, write them down, and follow through with it. It shouldn’t be as ridiculously fucking grueling hard to claw your way up the latter as it is, but it’s worth it when you get there.
I am so far from happiness circa 15 years ago lol
Keep striving! You seriously can do it. Keep learning. Keep working. Keep trying, and don’t give up. Make a plan, set some goals, write them down, and follow through with it. It shouldn’t be as ridiculously fucking grueling hard to claw your way up the latter as it is, but it’s worth it when you get there.