I get that one. Dying is a fact of life. So many people and animals have died. Nature can be crazy aweful and in looking over the long term can’t say I had it very horribly. Thats depressing in its own way though when you think about how much nicer the world could be. Like it really would not take much for humanity to have nice lives all around. Secure in food and shelter. education and healthcare. decent amount of self directed time. nice variety in food an scenary throughout the year.