These medications also take time to settle in. You should use a correct dose for at least a few weeks to see how well a certain molecule affects you.
Get that diagnosis, talk to a doctor. The hard way is often the better way.
Then grow up, realize you have a lot of value and make sure you find a tribe that recognizes and honors that.
Then people do not believe you when you tell them you meditate… ;)
The best of us in the hands of the worst of us.
The company is called Salesforce. Who else can head such a beast but an incarnation of Satan himzelf.