Like I feel mad at someone specific at work, in an inward way, but it is not really about them, it is about how we are both in an imperfect system that influences our behavior, kind of like in the Wire, and puts us at odds.
I feel like maybe if I had an outlet where it was OK to get aggressive that might be healthy, but I don’t like to feel aggressive normally.
Like maybe I can play Catan online with someone and try to dominate. In the past I might have played League of Legends, but I didn’t like how that made me feel either.
Like being aggressive towards others irl, find yourself rage spiraling, or something else?
Like I feel mad at someone specific at work, in an inward way, but it is not really about them, it is about how we are both in an imperfect system that influences our behavior, kind of like in the Wire, and puts us at odds.
I feel like maybe if I had an outlet where it was OK to get aggressive that might be healthy, but I don’t like to feel aggressive normally.
Like maybe I can play Catan online with someone and try to dominate. In the past I might have played League of Legends, but I didn’t like how that made me feel either.