I hate it so much, the anxiety of not understanding the overview of what you are reading abut, the subsequent decisions, the pauses bcs your brainhole just gave out & needed some recharging time, etc.

… wait, did I say ‘hate’??

dopamining

Oh god that word is so brilliant it gave me goosebumps and ASMR or whatever chills over my lower back and ass. Mmmm

That’s kinda like shopping too. Just that second hand is better for the environment, doesn’t waste resources & doesn’t waste labour.

Researching and shopping is almost always what puts an end to the interest for me.